Unnoticed

I will always be the girl who you can pass and not notice

The girl who you will always wonder "who is she?" and "was she always here?"

The one that sits in the corner on her own and cries silent tears

You may think at the times you decide to acknowledge me that you know me

But you dont

You may think you can place me in any stereotypical group

But you cant

You can call me emo, goth, weirdo and freak

They arent anything new

I have heard them all a thousand times.

I will be the girl who tries her best to help you

Gets nothing in return but insults

And spends her night alone

Wishing she could end the pain

Someday I might just do that

Put an end to everything

Finally do what everyone want

Disappear and leave this world

I will go out the same way

I went through this life

Silently and unnoticed

True Friend

.You were apart of it for a reason and that reason was you cared, you actually used to give a shit. Or did you? Did you ever give a shit. Now. Now you have decided that I'm some worthless piece of crap that isnt worth your time and effort anymore.

Well listen up, I made the mistake of ever trusting that you would be there. I made the mistake of believing every fucking lie you told me. Everytime you said, "I care about", "I love you" and "I'll always be there", I stupidly fell for it and believed you everytime. Well news flash! I got smater. I realised what you were pulling and I'm not falling for it anymore.

You think you were wasting your time on me, its actually the other way around. I was wasting my time. The moments we spent together were great and will always be cherished by me. You were a good friend at times I'll give you that. You were there MOST of the time. But how about now? How about when the going really got tough? I stood by you through everything. When you were falling I did my best to catch you and I thought I succeeded. Apparently I was wrong. I stand by through the bullshit and get treated like shit in return.

You have this ability to draw people to you and make them feel special and worth something. You make them feel like they are helping you and that they are of a great importance to you. Later on they realise it was a lie. A plan to get closer to them. You hit them where it hurts and destroy them slowly. You isolated them at the beginning and now you watch them suffer. Relishing every one of their screams of agony. You sit by as a dagger tipped with poison flies into their heart and spreads through out the body.

You get into an argument with them and somehow twist it all around so that its their fault, even when its not. You play the victim card and expect everything to go your way.When it doesnt you get mad and accuse them of not caring because they arent doing what you want. People need to tip toe around you to make you happy, do everything your way. You set these impossibly high stands for them to make it up to you. When they cant do anything about it you use it as bait for your next victim.

You say that they treated you with little respect and that they hurt more than humanly conceivable. You play it out as long as possible until they are under your spell and the whole course repeats itself. Soon they will realise who you truly are and they will leave. They will walk away from you like others have done. They will see they can do better.